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30 May 2010 @ 12:28 pm
How embarrassing ...
I'm in my room, studying, with a runny nose. So I do that thing (which I know we all do) and stick a tissue up my nose and just let it hang. Little did I know that outside my window the neighbour's two five year old kids were there, and saw the entire thing.
When I look out and do realise, they're faces are like

WTF?!!

I love you yoogeun, once I finish exams I'm watching hello baby all over again because I miss you this much :D
 
 
ruby
08 November 2009 @ 11:14 pm
BACK FROM THAT HIATUS.
I survived my exams, and the past few weeks have been a free ride.
can't believe I'm saying this, but I wasn't bothered to catch up on anything because I was too occupied with doing nothing (?)

ANYWAY

much has happened

CONCERNING MY HOTTEST SIDE. YES I'M SHAWOL. YES THAT WAS CRAZY. BUT NOW.
I would've blogged out my emotions if I was bothered, but I guess sometimes keeping it inside is enough to drive you crazy.

their comeback is next week, their songs + teasers have been so good. the suspense and the intensity it brings is killing me. REALLY.


have to gooo study for SC.
the gay thing is ... I can't tell anyone about this blog because then SOMEONE will get very angry :D
I'd rather everyone be happy.
the number 7 makes my heart beat



<3 charismatic beast
 
 
listen : 2pm - tired of waiting
 
 
ruby
19 October 2009 @ 11:18 pm
A;RJHLEAJAH;
I'm only posting now because I was studying before, still am ... but a little more distracted.

okay so um
2009, Year Of Us

HELL YAH.


this is SHINee's year to shine. I LOVE ALLLLLLLL OF THE SONGS. ESPECIALLY JOJO AND GET DOWN. APH'ETHEA MINHO YOUR VOICE IN BOTH OF THEM. GUHHHHH. HE SPEAKS ENGLISH. I WAS JUST LIKE O.O OAMNGHUERTHJEPT

I should go now ^^
I'M SO HAPPY. MINHO ONE DAY YOU'RE GOING TO SPEAK TO ME ... IN ENGLISH. and I'll faint and you'll catch me won't you (:


so many nights I wonder why, what can I do to make it right. everything will be alright, so JoJo, just tell me why.



<3 CHARISMA
 
 
listen : shinee - jojo
 
 
ruby
18 October 2009 @ 07:41 pm
I CAN'T STUDY
BECAUSE I JUST DISCOVERED THIS AMAZING SITE
and I can't save gifs which save as bmp/jpg automatically.

can't write / spaz much today because I'm in a hugggeee hurry.

guhhh



<3 CHARISMA
 
 
listen : shinee - ring ding dong (alikstae remix)
 
 
ruby
17 October 2009 @ 04:23 pm
FREAK
FREAK
FREAK
FREAK


NO I'M NOT SLOW. I HAD TO GO OUT THIS MORNING. and then I came home and was like.
OKAY OKAY OKAY SHINEE SMTOWN NOW. AND THEN MY WIRELESS DIED AGAIN. WTFFFFFFFack.
so I had to go on my computer, but I already spent an hour trying to fix my laptop because mum is so persistent.

ANYWAY
I'M SO ... DEAD.
it was so hot it was, beyond anything I've ever even considered hot.
that was.

I should've taped my reaction and put it on youtube, cause that would've been top viewed FOR SURE.
I was crying/laughing/in complete utter shock/dying/everything.

my spazms just increase in intensity every time.

the song, then teaser, then comeback, then MV
I can't really imagine what will happen with the album ...

FACK THE MV WAS SO GOOD I CAN'T ...
uhuhuhuhhhhh breathe

GET DOWN
I CAN'T ALDJFHJNHARGPHJER MINHO ARJHNE;AOIE;J YOU AHJNTAO I LOVE YOU OKAY.
COMPLICATE GIRL
DON'T BE SILLY GIRL
YOU'RE MY MIRACLE


I have phonetically memorised the chorus (not on purpose, this happens when you loop a lot), and rap and AJL;AETH['PJU[3056J I can't stop singing it now. Will it ever leave me???!!

OMGSOGHAP;ITHOHW 98% 99% FOR THE MV. A;JEHOAEJTH0-4I5
and then I need the translate and romanize after that. hehe ^^
DONE DONE DONE ODIENAMRHE;ETAHT

BYE

I MUST TTYL AND DIE NOW.

PS: I'M SO ANGRY BECAUSE JPEGS WHICH ARE ACTUALLY GIFS DON'T PLAY ON THIS THING. AJLGAHLIPTE



<3 CHARISMA
 
 
listen : shinee - ring ding dong
 
 
 
ruby
16 October 2009 @ 10:28 pm
HELL NO
THEY CAN'T KILL ME ANYMORE.
OH MY GOD.
this was the first time in my entire fangirl life, when I actually bothered to watch a live streaming. I ACTUALLY STAYED ONLINE TO WATCH IT. I'M SO ANGRY. WHY DID MY INTERNET DIE. I WAS 10 MINUTES SLOW BECAUSE OF THE DAMN THING. I HATE WIRELESS. I HATE BIGPOND. I HATE LIVING IN AUSTRALIA.

the comeback.

it was such a comeback.

O;GT34UPI[-4J-KOP



my heart ... was beating so fast throughout the whole thing. it still is. it's pulsating out of my chest. I'm probably losing weight from all this intense heart rate / suffocating sweat pouring down my forehead.


OH MY GOD. KILL ME NOW SO I CAN GO TO HEAVEN AND IMAGINE THINGS.
it's okay, I'll do that in my room LOL I'M NOT DIRTY FTW


I swear, I won't be falling asleep tonight because RING DING DONG RING DING DONG RING DINGY DING DINGY DING DING DING will kind of interfere with any peace in my head. I hope I dream about minho tonight ... I really do.
I've only had around four with him/SHINee. TODAY REALLY SHOULD KIND OF MAKE UP FOR A ONE HOUR LONG ONE. maybe, if I just keep telling myself that I'll dream about him, it'll happen.

what's wrong with me.


OH MY GOD.

you're so hot and AHHGHGHGHJGHJH
skinny yet athletic boy, puppy dog hair with a ponytail, manly voice, sings like an angel, raps like a ... OH MY GOD.
no one in the real world fits all my needs.
one day I will marry him I WILL.


OH MY GOD.

this major spaz is not helping my studies one bit.


ajha;dfhgj charisma <3
 
 
listen : shinee - ring ding dong (music bank comeback)
 
 
ruby
16 October 2009 @ 06:19 pm
oh my god
I hope that isn't considered being a sin, because I am not using the Lord's name in vain, but out of extreme happiness.

the teaser ... is actually a true definition of "tease"
I died again. STOP IT SM. no I change my mind, keep doing what you do SHINee. could you really get so beautiful? the wings concept, I must agree with most of SHINee world, is strange. I don't get it one bit, but whatever. they look hot. and by hot I mean TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES. I cannoottt wait for the MV. it's worth staying up all night for (but I don't think I'll do that; exams start in two days)

I love gifs and wonderful icon creators to death. thank goodness for the discovery of LJ



RING DING DONG RING DING DONG fantastic elastic
it's in my head . still looping . and I know the rap now :D:D cause I'm a freak

kimchi and rice cake for dinner! my mum likes their food, but not their music ... FINE



<3 charisma

 
 
ruby
15 October 2009 @ 03:42 pm
NO. I'M NOT ON ECSTASY.
I was on a 1 week hiatus ... again. why would I do something so stupid?? this is the one time in 09 when I should be netizen-ing like crazy.
SHINee album release in a few days, their comeback TOMORROW. concept photos were coming out before and I didn't even realise until today.

YOU CAN RELATE RIGHT?

after such a long long period without his face, and then, and these ... omg I died today. how else am I to say it. I literally died. no ... but um I almost did. if anyone saw me during that memorable moment where I was scrolling down this SHINee dedicated post of before and now and then seeing his new hairstyle and look and OMZDJGHH.
I fell to the floor with a seizure. my face was temporarily (10 minutes?) just O: mixed with (:

and yes . ♪ ring ding dong ♪ has been looping for hours on itunes now - only 32 plays? I dont understand
and also . I'm downloading night photobook DVD subbed because mum won't let me buy it - THAT'S RIGHT. A 1 HOUR FILE. oh the dedication. THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR BEING AN ____, MUM (I love you so much) she won't even let me have the album :@ now I could rant on about her being anti korean (because she has so much chinese pride) or I could listen to more SHINee.

I'll go with what makes me happy (:

my internet will die sooner or later.
so will my laptop from drool.
so will my family and friends if they say ANAYTHING that triggers the fangirl spot inside me at this moment. the overload of stress hearing me constantly whining and being ... me? thats a killer.

LONG POST. WHO CARES.



charisma
 
 
listen : shinee - ring ding dong
 
 
ruby
07 October 2009 @ 08:32 pm
IT'S BEEN SO LONG. I haven't seen LJ friend's page for a few weeks now, so there is much for me to catch up on. I actually left the computer on all through last night because I was desperate to make it through all those pages.
now I'm ANGRY. you know how you go "earlier articles" etc ... WELL I GOT TO skippage440 WHEN THERE WAS NO "go earlier". it was just ... "go later".
before long my thick head got around to the fact that LJ probably stops with the updates. now I've missed out on so so much I want to CRY. btw, I'm not really thick ... it was only once in year 7 and now I've established this reputation which is an absolute burden. that's a lie too.

GOOD NEWS. I might be able to order the day and night photobook of SHINee. found this site, which is selling it for $95 including shipping (not international, however it seems like fate as it's situated in melbourne. that is frickngjngg awesome as I admit that australia is a hole).


GAH must get back to studying for yearlies. senior privilages for next term, but who gives when ones timetable doesn't offer one any free days ): I'll just be going to school for a whole week, studying in the library which is like 10m x 10m ...

PS: I LEFT MY IPOD ON AGAIN. THANK YOU thetalkingapple FOR THAT BUNCH OF 2PM MOOD THEMES!




<3 charisma
 
 
listen : shinee - boys on top 091004
 
 
ruby
10 September 2009 @ 08:58 pm
a;lsdkjfaodjhneo;
please, let the weekend come soon. MAYBE MY ATTITUDE WILL LIGHTEN UP WHEN I FEEL FREE.

also also, I'm changing the format of my blogs. I figured I'd rant about my life and it'd be much easier laying out in big lumps of emotion. I think I can connect with these people on Amazing Race right now. they all seem pretty pissed off at running out of time and losing bags and SHIT LIKE THAT but I don't think they ever had to go through a situation where the leader of their favourite music group leaves.

I'm procrastinating so bad it's not funny ("it wouldn't be funny anyway"). fml ... why is my life so gay. OMOO MY DAD WAS SO FOBBY TODAY.
"Did you know your muscles have memories? So once you exercise your muscles, every time you stress them they'll get into muscle mode, even after years of breaks. Right now, my one's are just screaming for me. I can hear them going MAKE ME BIG MAKE ME BIG"

if your dad's like this ... hi5 we come from sad families.


x minhotaecwoo
jay <3
 
 
listen : forever or never - SHINee